I used to get butterflies in my stomach, upon seeing you in all your glory
I used to laugh out loud, in the hope of you noticing me
I used to visit the places you used to visit, to get one glimpse of you
And I got over you as soon as you became a constant in my life
Seeing you everywhere all the time made me realise what I had for you was
Just an infatuation,
A fleeting thought,
A sexual attraction, to your body and mind
Seeing you laugh still elicits a longing
A longing to belong
Somewhere
I know now
You are not the one
Not the one who will bring me
Happiness, peace and a home to belong
I don’t feel sad because I never had you
I feel sad that you never got to share my feelings
Lovely post Deepika, well said
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This is really great. It’s so relatable, especially this line “And I got over you as soon as you became a constant in my life”
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thanks
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